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wishlist ♥♥ - korean language ♥♥ - learn to play piano ♥♥ - eat samgyeopsal ♥♥ - make-up ♥♥ - 3rd earhole ♥♥ - grooming class ♥♥ - get my car license ♥♥ - learn to play guitar ♥♥ - wear contact lens ♥♥ - go korea + by plane ♥♥ - fox pullover hoodie ♥♥ - 老伴 taohuey ♥♥ - shabu shabu buffet ♥♥ - successfully change my eating habits ♥♥ - massage ♥♥ - to cook and bake ♥♥ - braces ♥♥ - facial ♥♥ - pub with ♥ :D

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Ps, this is gonna be a long and draggy post.
Just got back home meeting my dear girls for dinner.
Another one getting married. 2/5.
Suddenly feel that one by one we're going on to the next phrase of our lives.
Perhaps soon, we'll be parents, then grandparents.
I am happy for them to be able to have the courage to take the new big step.
However, they also make me wonder about my this new big step and my future.
but for the time being, i don't have the courage to take this new big step.
House? Marriage? Job? Kids? Education? and the list goes on and on.
"what exactly do i want?" or "what kind of life i wanna lead?"
just one short sentence but consist of lotsa things.
for the time being i just hope i will have financial freedom or at least some space to breathe.
so that i won't have to worry about not having enough for anything or everything.
but this isn't easy.
perhaps i just wanted tooo much.


all i want now is to have good health and be happy.
the future really scares me. maybe i should just go step by step a time.
hmm.



















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